All Souls Day 2017

If only my grandma is around right now...... I'd definitely always run to her and hug her and share with her all my pain and sorrows... Miss her so damn much ='(

I dreamt of her a couple of times since she passed away in 2008. All of the dreams felt so real... in almost all my dreams, I would tear as I got so happy that I could see her again.... alive and standing there in front of me. Each time I woke up, I would have mixed feelings - happy that I got to see her in my dream and sad that it was only a dream :'(

Life sucks....... but you gotta live with it.

So people, please spend more quality time with your parents while you can now because you'll never  know, the next time you ever visit them, it might be at their grave.

Never gone

September 24th of every year used to be the day we always look forward to. It was my late grandmother's birthday. We never failed to celebrate for her, be it a simple occasion or a grand one. All we could do now is just to pray to her :'(

My grandma is the most amazing and wonderful woman one could ever ask for. She was a great wife, mother and grandmother. No one in this world, in my life, can ever replace this wonderful woman.

Happy Birthday Ah Mah! I pray and hope that wherever you are right now, you will always be happy... and that you know that all of us here miss you very much!

Eat grass

This is a latest pic of me... =_=

This month is a broke month... gotta eat grass already zzz...

Nice or not the cow? I used MsPaint to draw one lehh hahaha! So cute! Got mole lagi LOL!

Haihz.. So much expenses lately I think I'm really gonna eat grass for real soon -_- 

Just within 2 days, I spent about RM2k! Renewed my car insurance (thank GOD for NCD!), road tax and sent my car for service (which cost me RM600+ WTFFF!!)... damn bloody Honda, suck blood like mothertoootttttt! Daylight robbery mehh?! T_T They said my 2 front tyres botak already, so asked me if I wanna change to new ones, which would cost me extra RM200+ per tyre. Told them no, rotate the 2 back tyres to the front. Saved RM400+ there! Or else, I will kena RM1k just for servicing a Honda car W-T-F! For my insurance, I even reduced the sum insured for my windscreen and managed to save RM30 hahahaha!

I've not yet even counted in the money I had spent on the coming holiday trips.... and the additional RM60 which I have to top-up for my insurance policy every month starting from next month... FYI, my insurance installment is already costing me a bomb! 

Talking about insurance, I only took over to pay for my own insurance from my dad from last year onwards and I already felt like it is a big burden! My dad has been paying for all of our insurance since we were young and I can imagine his struggle every month back then T_T With his ikan bilis pay, he had to pay his own insurance and the 3 of our insurance too... Felt so horrible that I didn't take over to pay my own insurance after I started to work back then sighh... Even now he is still paying for my sis and bro's insurance... Sighhh super hopeless!!! Can't THEY at least help out to reduce my parents' burden?! ARGHHHH!

Yesterday, when our family insurance agent came to find us, of course he tried to get my dad to top-up a bit to increase God knows what other new product they are promoting now... Dad refused coz he said he is already paying a lot right now. Agent still tried to sell and push the product and mum told him straight "lei fong kor hei lar, hei ya yat mah lu zhan koh kor sei sap kao, din miong hei wan chun bo yi kor insurance?" 

It was in cantonese lar so I just quoted the exact things she said =__=  Dunno what it means ah? My cantonese pinyin so horrible meh? Lolol! Sendiri go figure it out lar haha!

But yalar.... in the end, the agent backed down and didn't push my dad further. The burden is just too much for my dad even though the agent asked my dad to only top up about RM70 per month. Secretly, I wished I could step in and told the agent to just proceed and I can pay for the top-up amount, or better, to pay whole of my dad's insurance.... but I can't =( 

My commitments are too high.... Sighh..

Before I left home, I was so determined to earn extra cash and told my mum to inform a family friend that I wanna take up the part-time accounting job (since they are looking for one) which would pay RM700 per month. But then later that night, mum told me that they already found someone else with lower pay T___T 

My RM700 gone T___T 

Whyyyyyy T_____T

Haihzz... gotta really quickly start my online business! Cash flow tight, plus so many people still owing me money never pay zzz...

But one thing for sure, I am gonna stay strong and keep fighting!

Oh btw, one way you can help me is by clicking/ checking out the advertisement anywhere around the blog that you find lol!
Better still, if you purchase anything from whatever that appears in the ad (since the ad appears based on your browsing history), and I can get some moooolah! Hahaha!
Terima kasih!

Little blue bird

The feeling I get these days...

Gone were those days where you could do anything you want, 

at anytime you want to, 

at anywhere you can be...

... without the need to consider anyone or anything else.

Well, probably as the age is catching up, you get more mature (not true actually, I still know many people from my generation who are damn childish :/ ) and you start thinking more maturely...I guess? Just like before you make any decisions, you would think about the person on your left, right, front, top, back, etc. Ya, always think about everyone else and at the end of the day, you would realise that you actually missed a lot of opportunities and things in life... and so, you give and take.

The problem is, it is very common for people to NOT notice what you have missed... but when it comes to the one time where you didn't want to miss the opportunity and decided to grab it, they would start to say things and make conclusions in their head, etc. But what about all the opportunities which you did not grab earlier on? Nope, no fuck was given. That's a fact of life.

The fact of life is people are selfish. In every aspect of life.

Been there, done that. 

At least a bird who's caged up doesn't need to stress about all these emotions thing. 

Sigh.

Check us out, okay?

Helloooo Friday!! Been kinda busy lately... actually.... I think I've said the same busy thing since forever hahah! But yalarr really busy larr lately! Busy training for my marathon and busy with a new project with my sister... heeee.....

Here it is!

Nice hor this logo/ name/ display pic? I created in less than 5 minutes using PowerPoint HAHAHAHA!

Don't be too surprised with the '.my', it is not like we bought a domain or something. We have only created a Facebook page with this name. The name "checkusout" was already taken, so we added the '.my' then baru can haha! 

So, wanna know what project it is? Even if you don't wanna know I will still tell blekkkk.... 

We are collecting old items and gonna sell it as pre-loved items and also gonna sell some brand new items! Gonna sell like reealllyyy cheap stuff from as low as RM1. Reason being, we have too much old stuff at home which we don't know what to do with them - if throw then it's very waste. If give away macam abit sayang. If donate, you dunno what they're gonna do with it. So decided to sell it at really cheap price to people who actually want or need them!

Dunno if it will work or not lar but then no harm trying coz it involves no cost to us other than our effort and time cost. So takperlaaaa lol... 

So, remember to support us once the page is launched ok?!

Run: Mybuddies Run 2017 review

Completed Mybuddies Run yesterday and boy I was so happy! I ran the half marathon category and guess what?! I won the 7th place in my category! Wooooooooots! Actually it was really beyond my expectation because I wasn't really prepared for this run. My last run was 3 weeks ago and since then, I was away for my birthday retreat for about 10 days :/ so over the duration, there was no training at all except for once very short one.

So after I got back from the holiday, I went to gym for 5 consecutive days before the run. But then due to the time constraint and laziness lol, I could only do 20-30 minutes on average on the treadmill and twice about 40 minutes. I thought that wouldn't be good enough because it is too close to the race day and it will only help a little in picking back up my stamina. But then I guess I was wrong haha! On the race day, I felt really good after the flag-off. And I felt good all the way to the finish line. But then hor, halfway through the run (about the 15km mark), I started to feel sleepy la wtf. Thanks to my bad habit of not being able to sleep the night before almost EVERY single run la wtfwtf! For this run, I felt really sleepy the night before and went to bed at 12.30am. And no surprise, I didn't get a single second of sleep and decided to just wake up at 4am to go get ready =_="

In every run, it is important to "feel good". If you don't feel that way, meaning it is not your day. You just gotta run and suffer all the way to the finish line. At least that is how it is for me lar I dunno about the rest of the runners. 

I think I did quite well lar yesterday. I stopped at 4 out of 6 water stations to rehydrate and didn't stop to walk at all. Was running the whole time nia heeee... Here's how I did and the result!

 My pace for every km

 The running route

Mybuddies run result

7th place out of 166 qualified runners

(Full result can be found here: https://results.sporthive.com/events/6303141485025986816

Here's my feedback on the run:
Run name: Merdeka MyBuddies Run 2017
Distance: 21km
Price: RM63
Venue: MAEPS, Serdang
Finisher tee: Yes

Route: Quite a number of uphills but bearable. Few crossroads with vehicles, but there were marshals/ polices to direct the traffic
Water station: 6 nos. (every 3km). Serves isotonic drinks and plain water
Other items: Fruits at one of the water stations. No power gel and sponge

Positive feedback:
1. The drinks served at the most of the water stations were ice cold...and that is really important for me! It really helps to boost my energy when I have cold drinks!
2. The crews/ volunteers were friendly and helpful. Thumbs up!
3. Good lucky draw prizes giveaway (even a car and motorbikes!) even though I didn't win anything lol.

Negative feedback:
1. Too crowded during the run. It was quite pack especially during the part where the 21km and 10km runners merge.
2. Long queue during medal collection - Not really a problem for me coz I completed the run quite early but it is a huge problem for those completed later. They had to queue under the hot sun to collect the medals for both the 21km and 5km category.
3. The t-shirt measurement chart during registration differs with what was published on the official website and with the actual t-shirt given. T-shirt is waty too big.
4. No crew to monitor the top 10 runners crossing the finish line. Made me miss the chance of getting onto the stage to collect my prize T__T
5. Sound system during the whole event day was lousy. Couldn't hear what the emcee said clearly even during the lucky draw.

Will I join this run again in the future? For now, it might be a no. Let's wait for next year to see if it can impress me enough to register again or not hahah!

Osaka Marathon 2017!!!

So awhile ago, I tried my luck for the Osaka Marathon 2017 ballot... you know, just tryyyy nie lar since I know it is quite unlikely to get it because I've tried balloting for Tokyo Marathon twice before and failed both times T.T

This round, when I received an email with the Osaka Marathon subject title, my heart was beating so damn fast I think I almost died! Scary as hell! Even before opening the email to read hahah! The feeling is exactly like the scary feeling you have seconds before your exam result is being revealed LOL! And soooooo, since I can write a post just for this, meaning I get to join Osaka Marathon!!!! Woooooooooooottttttssssssssssssss yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! Omg the amount of excitement that went through me at the point of time when I read the email content, was ecstatic!

Getting to run in one of the bigger marathon events has always been my dream! Now this will be the first big event ever for me! I hope there's more coming soon hehehe... Of course there's always price to pay for everything la kan? I literally mean price price. The cost to join big events like this is 5 (FIVE) times more than the average runs I joined, and I only mean the registration costs :/ For this Osaka Marathon, the registration fee itself costs almost RM600 after conversion. Madness right?!! =_= But watodo, once in a lifetime kinda thing so mati-mati also I must go hahaha! 

If you think the registration fee is insane, wait till you see the plane ticket -_-

Click pic to enlarge....to see the damn expensive ticket

A one-way ticket back from Japan costs about JPY245,000 (equivalent to almost RM10,000!) and this is the price for just economy seat (and one-way)! Madness! Of course I can opt to fly with Airasia or MAS where both cost about RM3,000 for 2-ways ticket la but then, you wanna experience Japan Airline flight mahh when you're in Japan -_-" 

Conclusion, will end up taking AA or MAS for sure haha! So excitement aside, it is time to plan for the whole Japan trip - How many days to go? Which area to cover? How long is needed to cover each area? Tokyo or no Tokyo? Day trip to some places or should put up a night? USJ or Disneyland (hehehe)? OMG so much research to do! But it's okaylar, it's for an exciting course so no complaints hahah!

Time for some intensive training!