Showing posts with label Crappy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Crappy. Show all posts

Monday, March 23, 2015

What will it be like?

20 March 2015 - The day that changed everything...

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Faaarrkkkk

Aarrrgrghhhhgghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






 

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONGGGG WITHHH MEEEEE???





 
I think I'm going crazy. Like for real. Is there even anything I could do to change things back to normal? What is wrong with me?!!

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Screwed!

I am so fucking screwed!
Help I'm so hopeless T__T

Monday, July 5, 2010

Courage

Where were you when I needed you?
You weren't there for me :(
Do you even know what/how I feel?
No... cause you think that I can overcome it myself.

"You"...my stupid Courage...booo!

endurance...

Monday, June 7, 2010

Delusional

Things are changing in so many ways... How can you tell whats wrong or right?

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Don be lazy!

Im stooopid and i aint smart!!
Sigghhh~!!!!
Living in this world is soo stressful!


-incomplete-

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Mixed feelings :\

To be able to control oneself is very important.
It's hard I know, but yeah, still gotta do it for everyone's benefit :)
But no matter what, you know what I'm thinking about... always ;)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Solo by Iyaz ;)

Was home the whole day doing nothing -__-"
5 emo songs were on loop for one whole day wtf...
Sighh made me even more emo now :(
I wan to go for a trip...a trip to anywhere as long as I can get out from Malacca for at least 3 days and I don't feel like working!!

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Ahh i like my sis's laptop's webcam


Monday, April 12, 2010

Emo

Something's just not right with me... I do not why. Or maybe it's not me? Something must be playing in my head now, hence the emo-ness.

I can't read ppl's mind, I do not know what the others around me are thinking, and it sucks badly coz I dont fking know if I'm doing the right thing. I need to plan for my future.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Emptiness

It has been a month or more since it happened. Honestly, I think I'm kinda happy with my life now. It might not be the same for the other person, but I hope that person will recover and begin a new journey.

I've been thinking of something lately...a thing that caused me to be damn emo sometimes. I don't really know if I'm doing the right thing or that something is real or whatsoever, it's just all over my mind.... Being all alone here now actually helps me to think logically and eventually, it'll help me to make the right decision...I hope.

Can't wait to get over this. It's killing me. But....getting over this quickly might not be a good idea either. It might be better if it remains this way.

F it! I'll just enjoy my 2 weeks training here!! :)

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Photos

20.10.2009

Went for a drink at the mamak stall near my house.
Had to leave the place after a while coz some stupid people sitting behind our table fought. Yea, like real fight, pushing and shouting at each other. We were freaked out so we cabut-ed.

No place to go to, we chilled near the minimarket and camwhored.

Buv, Ann, Tri ^.^







"New friend found"




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24.10.2009

Went Jonkers with the gang to get some stuff for the Halloween party at Dookie's place on this coming Saturday! Goshh! I've not prepared anything yet!!




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Gonna start working beginning of next month!!!
First time doing something this serious without being accompanied by Ann!
I'm sooo~~~ scared right now!
What should I even do on the first day??
I'm not that type of person going around saying "HIE TRINA, I'M PPL YO!", (just pretend to laugh if you dunno this joke)
I'm just antisocial like that!! How am I gonna have friends T__T

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I have wisdom and I'm a lil bit wiser!

I'm having a bad day.

First, I had this very bad sore throat after we came back from Genting. The pain is so bad I feel like killing myself. I ate 5 strepsils within 3 hours time, took one sore throat lozenge from the clinic, ate another one tablet I bought from guardian, drank Pei Pa Koa, ate a bottle of asam, and went to Bunga Raya to drink that damn freaking bitter chinese tea for throat...all that, in ONE day! I'm gonna die of overdose!!

At the same time, I have a lil fever and flu.

Then the next day, I have this verrrrrrry littlleeeeeeeeee toothache so I've decided to visit the dentist to refill the thing-that-I-always-call-it-a-'simen'-but-I-still-dunno-what's-the-proper-name-for-it. The dentist, a very nice lady, nearly killed me with whatever procedure she's doing to my poor tooth. It was so fuking pain I nearly cried ok!!!! Goshh, whenever I imagine the pain, I will have goosebumps. But she's really nice and very professional! I then asked her bout my wisdom tooth and she said mine is not out yet....it will normally grow between 18 to 26 years old!

Came back home later and took the pain killer pills coz the pain is killing me. Then painted my house =.=" I'm sick and still able to do so many things! I love myself!

Later that night, I took the mirror and take a look at my teeth and realised that there's an ulcer at the side of my lips. I think that's because of the dental visit I went earlier where they stretched my mouth wide open like no tomorrow.

And....anddddd I took a look deeper inside my mouth and I realised there's another ulcer at the back of my mouth on my gum! So i took a toothpick to poke it =.=" It was hard! It's not an ulcer --" It's my wisdoom tooth!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeahhh finally! I've been waiting for this moment since forever!