Thinking Out Loud

Take me into your loving arms
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars
Place your head on my beating heart
I'm thinking out loud
That maybe we found love right where we are

Forever Love

How this song reminds me of so much good memories...





Love, it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it had so many empty spaces
I'm sharing a memory now
I hope that's how it stays

Now I'm deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
I'm the closest I've been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life
The reasons I've demanded
But how can I reason
With the reason I'm a man

In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and harder
To face life alone

Now my dreams are filled
With times when we're together
Guess what I need from her
Is forever love

Now I feel forever love

Like a child

Highschool time favourite song =)
How superb their live singing was!!! So beautiful! Especially the ending T__T Oh my love for BSB <3

 

Marriage

Another famous online celebrity oh-so-sweet marriage stuff, after fourfeetnine, xiaxue, etc.
So many beautiful weddings we see these days......on videos and pictures! But in reality, how many marriages actually end up happily ever after? Well, as long as we know at that one point of time in their lives, they were happy and the love was real :) Appreciate the love you have, seriously.

I will always remember....

Was looking back at grandma's pics and vids. I miss her so damn much.
She was the best mum and grandma ever.
She loved me alot and she was so proud to tell everyone that Im her granddaughter.
:'(
Too bad I never had the chance to tell her how much I loved her because she just left us like that....there were no preparations for us at all.
Miss you aloooot!

Dearest grandma & I

Part of my life :)

I can still remember....that she'd sit together with me and we'll do colouring,

I can still remember...that she was the one that made my bantal busuk pillow case, which I'm still using it now,

I can still remember very clearly...that she'd walk so fast during pasar malam that we couldn't even catch up,

I can also remember...that whenever dad caned us, she'd come to push dad away and 'shield' us,

I can still remember....that her home calender would always be one day faster because she just can't wait to tear that away,

I can still remember...the feeling when she held my hand and brought me to the sundry shop,

I can still remember...that she loved planting so much that she'll scold us for plucking her bunga siantan,

I can still remember...that she loved buying things/groceries in bulk,

I can still remember....that she loved to boil the fishball soup which I love it so much,

I can still remember....that she loved to tie so many plaits on my hair and make me look pretty,

I can still remember...that she'd laugh so hard when we crack some stupid jokes, her laughter were so addictive you wouldn't stop laughing yourself,

I can still remember....the look on her face when we bought her favourite food,

I can still remember....that my grandma was very well known for keeping her groceries until it expires and still keeping it,

I can still remember...that she got sick so often and the amount of medicine that she had to take everyday, that caused her hearing problem,

I can still remember...that she'd always be awake at 6am everyday without an alarm clock without failure...

...and the last day she did that was on 27 March 2008.

I can remember that I promise myself not to forget all of this when I stare at her, lying in the coffin. I love you alot!

Appreciate your loved ones.

I'll pray for ajji, Puff :)

Sumo momo

25.10.2009

Justin's convo at Seremban lol... It's a grand event ok!! Lucky kids these days!!

Justin as adorable as usual.

Please ignore the lil boy at the back with the opera makeup =.="
That's for their performances.
Justin's performance was some Alibaba dance, hence, no collar shirt like the 2 kids at the back.

Here's 2 videos I'd like to share.

Justin is always standing front in row coz he's the shortest as compared to the rest of his age.
Noticed how the teacher had to pull him to walk faster? Lol he was walking so slow and causing a massive jam backstage lol...

Justin's performance

He's the one in purple.

Love him!!!

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Pre-halloween party @ Dookie's place.

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Ann bin Osama


WUAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Sumo momo!

My old collections!! Sweeeet memories! - Part 1

Mum asked me to clear my stuffs coz my house is turning into a recycling factory if those stuff is not cleared!!

So while cleaning and picking and throwing so many rubbish, I came across few things that bring back my childhood memories... Not that I'm very old now, but I get so happy and excited when I look back at those "rubbish" that I kept for soooo long!

For this post, I'll show you guys my ERASER collection! I have alot of collections ok!

My erasers in a shoebox!
Used to keep all of it in my desk's drawer...but then the desk is no longer in use so I had to keep it here.


Hundreds of them.

Arranged beautifully for your viewing pleasure.

Scan through all the erasers and see if we have the same ones! Lol..

Another view.

and another view...

and another.

This box of eraser is the most memorable one for me.

Coz my grandma bought it for me when I was in Secondary 1 I think.

She know that I love collecting erasers so she bought the whole box it.

Actually while cleaning all my 'rubbish', most of it was from my grandma.

I miss her alot ='(

All the small tiny erasers...

I think almost all of us used to have this!

Garfield & Mickey

The few erasers I used to love the most.

Notice those dirty stain? Lol...

Ancient.

The $$$ erasers!

When I asked the kids to pick whichever erasers they like, both of them picked this first!

All betul betul money face.
And the big hello kitty on the top left hahaa for Deeps!

Some plain and normal erasers.

The white thingy on the green eraser is flour.

10 year old flour =.="

and notice the small erasers?

Those were from primary school bookshop!!

Tuuuuu got the nice nice smell 1! Ahaha!

A lil bigger erasers.

Tiger, lion, lemon, elephant, apple, grapes

Giving away my lovely erasers to the kids =(((

Happily choosing.

They picked nearly 70% of the erasers. =___="
They can use it until secondary school also wont finish...or perhaps until uni.

Now, i feel guilty for giving it away LOL!

But I told them "You can pick anyone EXCEPT for the one in the box",

yes, the one from my grandma.

So, it's okay coz my grandma is still with me =)))

Dilemma

Sorry for the long MIA...was away to Johor and Singapore for the past few days. Some boring updates here... Life has been very boring lately...so there you go.

24.08.2009

Went Seremban to bring Justin back...the weather was soooo nice and cloudy!

Beautiful!!

That night, we watched UP with the kids.

Food is a must!

Happy Justin.

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26.08.2009

Was driving around Melaka Raya and still can't find a place to eat so we decided to try this!

Maryland.

Chicken chop.

Some red bean drink.

Hmm...food was oklar. Nothing special bout it, just a liiil above average.

@Station 1.

I'm still in dilemma.

=(((

Out Fishing Day 2!

19.07.2009

Day 2 fishing at the very same spot.

This time, the wind was sooo strong it nearly blew my hair off my scalp!

Guess what we caught this time?

2 CRABS!!! Got colour 1 sumore!

We didn't bring it back home but threw it back into the sea instead.

And later that evening, my mum, aunty, uncle, and boy boy came all the way there to find for us.


Boy boy was forced to pose for the camera by me =.="


And guess what?? I CAUGHT A BIG FISH!! But damn it I was so exicted I forgot to take a pic of it.. So, no pic of the fish.
How sad!!!!



Nothing interesting bout this post.
So byebye and goodnite!

What have I been doing lately?

I am still an unemployed person waiting for my convo to end in August before I start working! Geee... Don't feel like working T____T

I was quite busy for the past few days thanks to the kids! Justin is going back tomorrow, I'll miss him so much! And again, I'll have to send him back, seeing him cry and me myself will cry too =.=" It's always like that. That is why I don't like sending him back!!!

Ok so...my activities:

1. Nancy Drew Game

I'm actually a Nancy Drew fan. I have ALL the Nancy Drew games except for the latest 2 games. So the other day in Johor, I saw the game above and decided to buy because it has Emma Roberts face on the cover!! And I love Emma Roberts! (I watched Wild Child like 7 times!). Those fukers placed her face there when she has got nothing to do with the game at all mcb =_____=! I knowlar she acted as Nancy Drew in the movie, but still...........!!! Eee geram betul!

It usually takes me days or sometimes weeks to complete the game..but the one above, I completed it in 1 (ONE) day time #$%^&*!

2. PSP

Play PSP when I'm bored.

3. BEN 10 Week!

Why so? Coz with the kids around, everything you hear or you say will be "Ben 10!". I'm so obssessed to Ben 10 now (actually since Ben 10 existed!).

Boy Boy's birthday.

Even cake also Ben 10...from Secret Recipe sumore =.=!

Notice the shirt? Yeah Ben 10.
And I was the one who bought that Lol!



The other day when we went to MP to get a present for Boy Boy, Justin kept asking me to buy him the Ben 10 notebook. Notebook only wei, inside is just plain paper and it cost RM6.90 just because there's a Ben10 pic on the cover! So I told Justin that I'll do one for him (save $$$) Gagagaa..
So I did the book above lor... for both kids.


Used glue only on the side of the book.
I think I put up to 10 layers of glue so that the pages won't drop off easily.


"Blank paper" as insisted by Justin.

And also included colouring pages.

Both book costs me less than RM 6.90!



4. GTA IV

Yea! It's GTA 4 yo!! Not yet really play thou, just tried a few things.
One word, AWESOME!!


We bought this game last year I guess, and couldn't play it coz the system requirement is very high. During my final exam week, I went to get a new hardisk and upgraded our RAM. It's now 3Gb DDR2 yo!! Hdd total 580 GB.... and with the antivirus I bought during PC Fair, my PC is now superb!!!!


I'm planning to upgrade my PC again, not now of course...this time, it's the processor. But to change that, I'll have to change my motherboard. If I change my motherboard, my graphic card sekali I'll have to change. So, that's not "upgrade", that's practically buying a new PC LOL!


So, wanna know the system requirement for GTA 4?


Minimum system requirements:
OS: Windows Vista Service Pack 1 OR Windows XP Service Pack 3
Processor: Intel Core 2 Duo 1.8 Ghz or AMD Athlon X2 64 2.4Ghz
Memory/RAM: 1.5GB for Vista, 1GB for XP
16GB Free Hard disk space
Video Card: 256MB NVIDIA 7900 or 256MB ATI X1900

Recommended system requirements:

OS: Windows Vista Service Pack 1 OR Windows XP Service Pack 3
Processor: Intel Core 2 Quad 2.4GHz, AMD Phenom X3 2.1GHz
Memory/RAM: 2.5GB for Vista, 2.5GB for XP
18GB Free Hard disk space
Video Card: 512MB NVIDIA 8600 or 512MB ATI 3870



Notice the difference between 'minimum' and 'recommended' requirement?
It made a HUGE different during gameplay.

I go for the recommended system, except for the processor and the graphic card =____= which in my opinion, is the most important requirement for a smooth and crystal clear gameplay.


My PC still oklar, no lagging and graphic wasn't that bad.

One of the screenshot from the shortclip.
SM! ROFLMAOHAHA!!

Here is me trying to attack passerby, as usual.
Fyi, I'm not a violent person. *wink

As you can see above, I just killed someone LOL! And the last pic owned!
It seems like it's the same with the previous GTA, but it's not! See below.


That fella is not dead yet. He can still wake up and walk away. See the left pic. He's in real pain LOL! In the right pic, he fell on the road again...this time I didn't disturb him ok. Damn real lar haha!

Oh ya don't worry, that guy is not dead. He's still moving. The ambulance then came and save him.



So, that was how I spent my holidays!! Weeeee!!!
There's more, but I'm just too lazy to blog bout it. =P
Alrite, ciaoz!