Rant#1

Somehow I feel like the day is extremely long today... It's been so many hours after I got home from work but when I look at the clock, one hour just passed. Probably because i'm all alone and somehow feeling extremely lonely :/ sigh.... While doing my mask and waiting for it to be done, I just sat down like a fool, staring at the wall, doing nothing...completely nothing. Sigh... Perhaps it's just me being all so emotional lately... Last time I'm so used to fill up my days after work with dinner with colleagues, happy hour, stay back at office doing nothing, movies, badminton, steamboat, shopping, etc. Now, i get back home, switch on my laptop and watch youtube videos -_- if not then I'll exercise. I love to exercise though just that I feel so damn sleepy each time after I get back home..and ended up taking a nap...just like today -_- Nevertheless, I'm enjoying the kpop videos I'm all crazy over now so it's cool! 

I'm feeling a lil hungry now wtf! 

And feeling sleepy already... That's good I guess because I really have hard time dozing off every night sigh...

Gonna sleep now, good night.... <3

Life

Having to leave a place where you have learnt so much,
a place where you have known so many good friends,
a place where you have built relationship which will last forever,
a place where you realised that you have not explored enough,
a place where you want to put your heart and soul in,
a place where you don't mind waking up in the morning just because you wanna be there,
a place where you got to have all fun and joy which you did not experience before,
a place where you actually call your second home,
a place where.......you know you will feel sad and despair once you leave....
Is not easy.

But in life, you have to make choices, whether you like it or not. Whether it is for selfish reason, or for the betterment of any living soul or because you just want to, the decision is yours. I have made mine. And I really hope it is for the very best.

 

All the best to me

Heartbroken

I feel so heartbroken today... No words can describe how im feeling right now.... :'((((((