Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Fuckkkk

It's so fucking annoying when people just walk up to you and ask if this person has gone to do this thing or why hasn't this person gone to do that thing or like just 2 minutes ago asking if this person has left and did this person go get that thing done, etc. etc. etc. etc.?

OHMAIGOSHHHH just fucking leave my life alone!!!! FUCKING ANNOYINGGGG!!!!

If you have anything to ask or say, just fucking go ask that person directly! Stop putting my life in between all this shitty things... One day I'm sure I'm gonna explode and won't give two fucks anymore and when that happens, things are gonna be ugly I swear.

Monday, March 19, 2018

It

My life has always been so colourful and dandy until a certain someone ("it") just decides to screw my life with its beliefs that its philosophy of life is the way of life. Problem is, its philosophy of life is not mainly intended for me but it is intended to be imposed on someone else... Now the bigger problem is, it is always using me to convey these philosophies to the intended user and putting so much pressure and stress on me..! Now you might ask why it doesn't just share her philosophies with the end user but always have to go through me? Well, maybe I'm just too nice I guess :X

I've always been a good listener and a yes-girl when I'm around it because as a sign of respect, I wouldn't want to hurt it's feelings to tell it that its philosophies and advices about how we should live our lives suck... but respect is respect, and so I bear with it... It is not all sucky I gotta admit, but the way it lives its life is very different from mine and the people around me, but it still thinks that its way is the ultimate way to go.

But lately, I've just given up on being the nice person anymore. It's been so torturing to be stuck in the middle trying to play so many parts when in actual fact, this shouldn't be my role at all.

It is extremely annoying, yes. So much so that one day I might just scream into it's face once and for all and ask it to please just leave my life alone.

Chaooocibaiiii.......................