Never gone

September 24th of every year used to be the day we always look forward to. It was my late grandmother's birthday. We never failed to celebrate for her, be it a simple occasion or a grand one. All we could do now is just to pray to her :'(

My grandma is the most amazing and wonderful woman one could ever ask for. She was a great wife, mother and grandmother. No one in this world, in my life, can ever replace this wonderful woman.

Happy Birthday Ah Mah! I pray and hope that wherever you are right now, you will always be happy... and that you know that all of us here miss you very much!

Eat grass

This is a latest pic of me... =_=

This month is a broke month... gotta eat grass already zzz...

Nice or not the cow? I used MsPaint to draw one lehh hahaha! So cute! Got mole lagi LOL!

Haihz.. So much expenses lately I think I'm really gonna eat grass for real soon -_- 

Just within 2 days, I spent about RM2k! Renewed my car insurance (thank GOD for NCD!), road tax and sent my car for service (which cost me RM600+ WTFFF!!)... damn bloody Honda, suck blood like mothertoootttttt! Daylight robbery mehh?! T_T They said my 2 front tyres botak already, so asked me if I wanna change to new ones, which would cost me extra RM200+ per tyre. Told them no, rotate the 2 back tyres to the front. Saved RM400+ there! Or else, I will kena RM1k just for servicing a Honda car W-T-F! For my insurance, I even reduced the sum insured for my windscreen and managed to save RM30 hahahaha!

I've not yet even counted in the money I had spent on the coming holiday trips.... and the additional RM60 which I have to top-up for my insurance policy every month starting from next month... FYI, my insurance installment is already costing me a bomb! 

Talking about insurance, I only took over to pay for my own insurance from my dad from last year onwards and I already felt like it is a big burden! My dad has been paying for all of our insurance since we were young and I can imagine his struggle every month back then T_T With his ikan bilis pay, he had to pay his own insurance and the 3 of our insurance too... Felt so horrible that I didn't take over to pay my own insurance after I started to work back then sighh... Even now he is still paying for my sis and bro's insurance... Sighhh super hopeless!!! Can't THEY at least help out to reduce my parents' burden?! ARGHHHH!

Yesterday, when our family insurance agent came to find us, of course he tried to get my dad to top-up a bit to increase God knows what other new product they are promoting now... Dad refused coz he said he is already paying a lot right now. Agent still tried to sell and push the product and mum told him straight "lei fong kor hei lar, hei ya yat mah lu zhan koh kor sei sap kao, din miong hei wan chun bo yi kor insurance?" 

It was in cantonese lar so I just quoted the exact things she said =__=  Dunno what it means ah? My cantonese pinyin so horrible meh? Lolol! Sendiri go figure it out lar haha!

But yalar.... in the end, the agent backed down and didn't push my dad further. The burden is just too much for my dad even though the agent asked my dad to only top up about RM70 per month. Secretly, I wished I could step in and told the agent to just proceed and I can pay for the top-up amount, or better, to pay whole of my dad's insurance.... but I can't =( 

My commitments are too high.... Sighh..

Before I left home, I was so determined to earn extra cash and told my mum to inform a family friend that I wanna take up the part-time accounting job (since they are looking for one) which would pay RM700 per month. But then later that night, mum told me that they already found someone else with lower pay T___T 

My RM700 gone T___T 

Whyyyyyy T_____T

Haihzz... gotta really quickly start my online business! Cash flow tight, plus so many people still owing me money never pay zzz...

But one thing for sure, I am gonna stay strong and keep fighting!

Oh btw, one way you can help me is by clicking/ checking out the advertisement anywhere around the blog that you find lol!
Better still, if you purchase anything from whatever that appears in the ad (since the ad appears based on your browsing history), and I can get some moooolah! Hahaha!
Terima kasih!

Little blue bird

The feeling I get these days...

Gone were those days where you could do anything you want, 

at anytime you want to, 

at anywhere you can be...

... without the need to consider anyone or anything else.

Well, probably as the age is catching up, you get more mature (not true actually, I still know many people from my generation who are damn childish :/ ) and you start thinking more maturely...I guess? Just like before you make any decisions, you would think about the person on your left, right, front, top, back, etc. Ya, always think about everyone else and at the end of the day, you would realise that you actually missed a lot of opportunities and things in life... and so, you give and take.

The problem is, it is very common for people to NOT notice what you have missed... but when it comes to the one time where you didn't want to miss the opportunity and decided to grab it, they would start to say things and make conclusions in their head, etc. But what about all the opportunities which you did not grab earlier on? Nope, no fuck was given. That's a fact of life.

The fact of life is people are selfish. In every aspect of life.

Been there, done that. 

At least a bird who's caged up doesn't need to stress about all these emotions thing. 

Sigh.

Check us out, okay?

Helloooo Friday!! Been kinda busy lately... actually.... I think I've said the same busy thing since forever hahah! But yalarr really busy larr lately! Busy training for my marathon and busy with a new project with my sister... heeee.....

Here it is!

Nice hor this logo/ name/ display pic? I created in less than 5 minutes using PowerPoint HAHAHAHA!

Don't be too surprised with the '.my', it is not like we bought a domain or something. We have only created a Facebook page with this name. The name "checkusout" was already taken, so we added the '.my' then baru can haha! 

So, wanna know what project it is? Even if you don't wanna know I will still tell blekkkk.... 

We are collecting old items and gonna sell it as pre-loved items and also gonna sell some brand new items! Gonna sell like reealllyyy cheap stuff from as low as RM1. Reason being, we have too much old stuff at home which we don't know what to do with them - if throw then it's very waste. If give away macam abit sayang. If donate, you dunno what they're gonna do with it. So decided to sell it at really cheap price to people who actually want or need them!

Dunno if it will work or not lar but then no harm trying coz it involves no cost to us other than our effort and time cost. So takperlaaaa lol... 

So, remember to support us once the page is launched ok?!