Marriage

Another famous online celebrity oh-so-sweet marriage stuff, after fourfeetnine, xiaxue, etc.
So many beautiful weddings we see these days......on videos and pictures! But in reality, how many marriages actually end up happily ever after? Well, as long as we know at that one point of time in their lives, they were happy and the love was real :) Appreciate the love you have, seriously.

Beautiful

Listening to a very emotional song while studying for exam. Beautiful song plus a torturing revision to do equals to a very torturous emotional syndrome.

"In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and
Harder to face life alone
Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
Guess what I need from her is forever love"

='(

Catch my breath

New favourite song on the loop yo!!!

Awesomeness!

10.11.12

I hereby declare that I hate ACCA P2 paper and if given another chance, I will definitely not even step into the accounting industry!!

Exactly a month away from the actual day and here I am still feeling so miserable! Why do we even learn all these stupid standards -_- I know I know it's knowledge and I might need them in the future but as of this moment, I freaking hate it!! Pfftttt....

Anyways, attended colleague's ROM today and I feel 10 years older =( And 50kgs fatter/ heavier! Gotta start my exercise regime again riiigghhtt after my exam or else I'll be so fat my mum won't recognise me :/ Crap man my blog entries are getting so lame and random =_=

Nemo momo



Hello bloggie! It's been a while since I last updated here :S Too many stuff happening and life's been too busy with so many catch up to do :/ Or perhaps I was just too lazy to do anything which I think that should be the case =\

 

Anyways, after the Sept 15 incident, I'm no longer living on my own now :) I used to think that living alone was fun and I can do anything in the world and nobody would care. Actually I still do. But after having my crazy colleague over to stay with me for the past 2 months, I'd love to say that I was wrong. It's great and awesome to have a housemate who understands you well and willing to give in to you and put on with your shit and not complaining about it. Besides that, someone to take care of me and always make sure I reach home safely, isn't it nice? She's also my drinking buddy now hahahh! :P I'm not that kinda person who can live with anybody coz I hate to entertain people, but with this babi Jaz, I don't have to do all that coz she's crazy enough to take care of herself and entertain herself lol!

 

The crazy things we do to kill time lol!

 

Well, what can I say... Like how I always like to put it, I am truly blessed that I have met so many people in my life and most of them are great people! I am so thankful! ^^

 

Putting all the craziness aside, back to the serious-life-or-death-issue o.O My exam is coming!! Arghhh it's giving me so much stress I feel like giving up! I hate it I hate it I hate it so much I just don't feel like doing it! Just can't wait to get over it once and for all and move on with my life happily, like seriously happily with no worries every fuking single day! Just 1 month and 5 days away to the actualy day! Trina Tay! You can do it! Prove it to the world! 

16 September 2012

Will never ever forget this very day. Such a horrible and painful day. But I am glad because I know there are many who care for me.

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Saw this video on youtube and suddenly miss her so much. Used to like all her songs. Sigghh what have humans turn to these days.

Love

I could watch this a thousand times and still cry ='(

Love can be so painful sometimes. Love is real.

Hari raya looong break!

Hello Bloggie!

Today I am a happy girl because I am back in Malacca! Came back on Saturday and will be going back tomorrow =( As usual, I'll always be treated like a princess when I am back home here T_T Ahhh the love of life :D It's actually a raya break now but the gang and I didn't have place to visit this year as our beloved malay friend is now married and is at her husband's place so yea...sad but good also lar coz Malacca is hot like fcuk!

Usually when I'm back here, I'd always spend most of the time with snowman. But he's no longer available for me to call him whenever I want =( I miss having supper, I miss going for a drink, I miss having dinner at our usual place, I miss going for a car ride, I miss doing everything we used to do... :( But I am glad that I still have friends to hang out with, family and friends to spend the time with, etc. Before fatty left, I was so scared and kept telling myself that I have no reason to come back here anymore nor do I have anything to look forward to even if I come back. It is still true but I guess it's not that bad. I might not need to rush back here but I know I still have love waiting for me here :)

Well, it's been a very productive holiday break for me...minus the revision for P2 part :\ I'm so gonna be dead. I hate this paper T__T

Gotta shit now crap!

Some nights

Searching for the title of this song for ages! Finally got it today! :D

Post-wonderful day 19

So guess this'll be the end of my emotional post...I hope. I really wish this will be the last. Been really busy the past days and weeks I rarely have time for anything else. Good thing is, I guess it's good I don't think too much anymore.

Sometimes things do slowly fade away. Good and bad I would say. Depends how I wanna look at it. So yeah, no more feeling down and sad like before, though it still come and go sometimes. Just hope we both achieve what we want in life and all I can say now is enjoy our lives now while we can.

What I was busy with for the past days:

3 Aug
- Colleagues celebrated my birthday
- Received a present from LSY

4 Aug
- Morning: Went to the saloon
- Afternoon: Lunch with the gang, plus lotsa shopping
- Present from Puff, Ann, and Anunu
- Evening: Dinner with family and relatives
- Present from sis and angpows from parents and relatives $.$
- Spent the rest of the night at The Sims

5 Aug
- Morning to evening: Attended class
- Evening: Rakuzen with Chee and Calista
- Night: Catched Lee Chong Wei's final at Overtime - He lost and I got really upset :(

6 Aug
- Work
- Received a lovely bouquet of roses and my fav ferrero rocher choc from snowman <3
- Evening: Gym

7 Aug
- Work

8 Aug
- Work
- Night: Beer Factory free flow of beer!!
- Checked result and I am a happy girl now ^^

9 Aug
- Work
- Dinner with Jaz
- Typing this right now

Guess that's how my life would be if I want it to be this way. Not complaining, I'm enjoying the time I spent with these people and all that mean so much to me =)

I think I can survive and move on, now. Life has been good to me and it's time I appreciate everything.

Thank you all for supporting me all the way and giving me thoughtful advices, for loving me, for the care I never thought I'd ever have, and for everything else. I'm truly blessed.

Post-wonderful day 12

Olla Bloggie! Skipped a few post-wonderful day posts as I was busy building muscles :P Did an extensive exercise from Monday to Wednesday! Having a bad bodyache now -_- But it was so satisfying!! :D Now I'm contemplating whether to join the gym membership. There are alot of equipment and classes that I could attend and it's so freaking convenient! But....butt....knowing me, I know I would be so lazy after awhile and stop going to the gym =\ And it's not cheap so it must be worth my time and money!! :\ 7 days trial ending next week :( gotta decide then whether I should sign up or not. Most probably I will not joinlar, there's a treadmill at home anyway =D Sighh another flowchart to come up with...

Anywaysss, I'm hoping to end this post-wonderful day posts in the coming weeks. I think I should and it's time for me to move on and prioritise what I should. Will give myself till the end of this month :)



I've been so lazy I don't even bother to end my post properly =_=

Post-wonderful day 9

Dear bloggie,
Today has been a great day. Didn't emo much, spent half the day working, came back from work jogged a little, and watched a movie after spending 1 hour in the bathroom showering and washing my hair reeeal clean :D Then I spent the remaining of the night googling for stuff to read... read fun facts about the Batman, the movie, about other movies, other actress, and other dead people as random as Rudolf Hess... Mannn I'm so weird :/ Apart from all that, nothing much. Been wanting to go for happy hour, colleagues been screwing me for ffk-ing her thousands of time, but yet, don't think I should spend that kinda money unnecessarily. I have stopped giving my parents money and my goal now is to at least give them a little every month. I will soldier on till end of this year and see how it goes..

Going to bed now. Just hope I can sleep through the whole night. I've never failed to wake up in the middle of the night every fucking single day now. Seriously no idea why. Fuck shit.

Post-wonderful day 8

Well, it's actually been exactly a week since fatty left. Felt like a month already. It's no fun at all. This is the first weekend I had to live on without anything to look forward to. Then there will be next weekend, which will definitely be worse, the week after, and the week after... At least I have classes to keep me occupied all the time, not much time to think and emo.

Didn't post for the past few days not because I have recovered from all of this but due to my busy schedule of studying for progress test, that crazyness of P2 paper..., hunting down roaches, I think it should rather be being haunted by roaches, and busy blocking humans from whatsapp because suddenly everyone can see me now... Life's still great so far, just lack of time to actually lie on the bed and think through stuff which I used to back then when I had lotsa excess time. Can't wait for the year to end and hoping for 2013 to come asap. I wana get done with this paper and move on. For the next few weekends will be hell as we are all told not to skip those classes coz it will be very important, hence the additional unnecessary stress. I guess besides classes, there's really nothing I am looking forward to, not saying that I'm looking forward to attend those classes, but at least it occupies one weekend. And very quickly, I can sit for the exam :)

Anyway, posted this for myself to monitor how things have gone so far. Nothing much. Nothing great. Still lprefer staying alone... don't have to entertain anybody and all.

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Felt very very down out of a sudden. I think I better just go to bed right now. Really can't stay up feeling this way...or I'll die real fast.



Post-wonderful day 3

Many people often say that all you need is trust in order to survive LDR. I beg to differ that. It's normally easier said than done. I am sure most of the LDR have trust and communication and honesty and unconditional love, etc, but yet, many didn't work out. I guess it is individual's will and determination to hold on to it. It's definitely not easy and I can't see where this is going, but I have faith. I have faith that we are steady enough to move on to the next stage of our lives. All we need now is to stay strong. In fact, I think I am stronger than how I thought I'd be, even though I still feel terrible, just not as bad as I imagine it to be. Or perhaps reality hasn't kicked in yet? It sucks, it sucks so bad that I can't sleep properly for the past few nights. Distance sucks and it sucks even more when I know fatty is not happy over there as well. For one, this is not what he really wanted to do. And secondly, he calls the place a choddytown. I understand very well actually and this made me really sad that he has to spend 2 years there doing things he doesn't like and live at a place he doesn't want to be. Well, I guess it is still better than living here in Msia. All I hope now is for him to enjoy whatever he's doing when the sem starts in August. I really really hope it will be fun and he will enjoy every second there.

I regret... for going to Bali last month. I should've kept the leaves to accompany him for this 38 hours trip. Seeing how tired and down he is, I feel so extremely terrible :( Sigh... How much better would it be if I were to follow him...even for just a month. It will be so worth it despite having to take unpaid leaves and skip classes. Damn I'm such a moron! I miss him so badly now :(

Post-wonderful day 2

Fatty has not contacted me yet since last night. He managed to find an internet kiosk at the airport at Dubai and emailed me from there. I cried so hard reading the email. Slept off after that and woke up feeling alright for work. Waiting for his msg now telling me that he's landed safely =(

Waking up for work today was okay. Reality hit again during working hour. I was just staring at my laptop blankly. Didn't know what to do or what to think about. Just sat and ttm the whole day today. And for the first time since I work here, I felt like resigning. 2 more jobs waiting for me to lead in August and I have no idea if I can manage it if I continue to feel this way. Sigh..

Nothing much can be done now I guess. Only time can heal the sorrow.

UPDATE: YAYYY he's in Atlanta now!! Riiiiighttt after I'm done typing the last word, I received his sms hehe!

Post-wonderful day 1

Well, copied from my FB wall:

And so, this is it. The day has finally arrived after a really long wait. I'm actually still in disbelief that he's left the country, it feels like it was just a minute ago when we were still sitting down chatting, watching movie, emoing.. But one thing for sure, I managed to hold on and not cry =) Well, it is very painful to see him leave but it will be more painful if he feels sad and down if we were all to cry.. Hence, the no crying policy so that he can leave the country, happily and with no worries. Of course it is not easy to hold it, but Snowman, please remember that every teardrop has its reason, today we cry seeing you leave, 2 years later, it will be tear of joy so make us proud aites! Love.

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Fatty just smsed me justnow and he's in Dubai now waiting for the next transit. So glad he touched down safely. 2 more flights to go! Just pray he'll have a safe journey all the way home there. I miss him already.

Though I am feeling rather terrible now, the depression part hasn't kicked in yet, as compared to the times when he went UK for 2 weeks, both the time I was terribly affected. This time probably I am too lost to feel the reality yet. Or maybe I am that strong...I dunno.

Ayways, a big turn out today at the airport. Didn't know so many people would come and bid farewell to the lovely guy who everyone adores. Glad to see that he's being loved and cared by so many people around him :)

My friends are not that bad either lol. Received numerous msges and smses from my girlfriends and Fatty's friend asking me how am I doing, checking if I am fine, words of encouragement, etc. Everybody is just so sweet :) I am so thankful for having all these people around me too :)

Hopefully, I can climb back up and be the normal Trina again :) And hopefully too, I won't have to continue with this post-wonderful days blogpost after a while.

I miss my snowman.

This is it

So finally here it is! Today is the day :) I've been feeling rather normal since yesterday, much better than what I thought I'd feel especially for the last few days. Probably I succeeded in not wanting to think too much coz I know of I do,I'll cry and I don't want that to happen.. Of course later at the airport I can't hold back and whatever happens next, that's even much more of a headache.. Well, whatever it is, I'm so glad that he's finally leaving to a place with real snowmans :) Dear Snowman, Please take a very good care of yourself and never forget to strive what you desired for.. Remember that all of us here love you and whenever you need anything, we'll all be here for you. All the best to you and do us proud! And don't forget to have fun!! Last night I had one of the most wonderful sleeps ever :) I love you :)

4 wonderful days

Four days left to the departure day. Didn't expect it to come this fast huh.. Well, it has to come one day, I'll be very very sad for sure, just couldn't imagine how it'll be on the day and the day after, and perhaps for the whole month and it might also drag over a few months... but, at the same time, I'm very very happy for him that finally, he gets to leave the Cinnaland. Remember, there's nothing more than doing something you really like, though we all know this is not what you really really wanted, well, at least you're halfway there :)
  
  
Watched a youtube video on the case study method they taught in class in that school... everyone sounded so smart, just so intelligent. Really hope to see you enjoy yourself with all those packed schedules, I'm sure it'll all be interesting :)
 
 
I'm thinking of taking up additional classes too. Perhaps British Council English class. Since it's subsidised by the company anyway, why not right? Only thing is it''ll eat up my training budget, which means I don't get to go for many trainings/ seminars / etc. And classes are once a week I think which also means that I'll be so worn out with no time to rest. Oh well, options are mine to make and I will make a wise one. I can't let the gap grow further apart so whatever the case is, I must strive hard to achieve at least something :)
 
 
Time to sleep now... Í guess I'll have the best ever sleep tomorrow night ;)
 
  

The Rose by Westlife

<3

5 wonderful days

This song just pop out of my mind suddenly.
Oldies songs are love.

6 wonderful days

I've been very busy lately, from attending hell lots of classes, doing homework last minute, exercising in hope of losing weight before the end of my wonderful days and whatever I should do before the day comes. Seriously so tired, especially with the lack of sleep everyday :(

Doing homework right now feeling so damn lazy =\ This sem's gonna be crazy. Looking at the notes itself can kill me already sigh...

Anyway, not here to rant today. Just wanna share a pic... a freaking beautiful pic!

Nice riightt?! :D

The coming days will be hell for both of us but I know for sure he can manage it steadily :)

He's always keeping to himself, and in years to come, I'm just waiting for the bright and cheerful him to come back, no longer the dark and gloomy guy.



8 wonderful days

One week and one day to go!! To be honest, I seriously do not know how should i feel. For a moment I am okay, and a second later I'm feeling so emo. Damn emo songs. *switch to hiphop songs*

Oh well, today is a rather alright day. Of course spent half of the day in class, trying to stay awake the whole time -_- Came back home and jogged 30 minutes! C'mon 6 packs when will you come to me? Tired larr!

Mehhhh 10pm already gotta do my homework now T_T

I miss my snowman =(

10 wonderful days

Seriously, it's not that wonderful everyday -_- I can't sleep well every single night and every morning when I wake up, it is hell! I can't fucking understand why the hell do I wake up at 3-4am EVERY FUCKING SINGLE DAY! Sighh...

Anyway, everyday is a hectic day. Not at work but each time I come back home. For instance, today I came back, jogged for 30 minutes, chilled a bit, prepared food for dinner, eat, took my bath, and pooofff it's 11pm already wthell! Guess I should cut down on cooking coz that always take up most of the time I have...but it's for the sake of saving moolahh sigh..

Didn't update yesterday coz I went for happy hour with 2 of my colleagues. Those crazy girls lol. These people just joined the company like 3 months ago but we can really click and it's a good thing!

 The bunch of people that are bullied by me everyday LOL!

It's Friday again tomorrow yayy!!

12 wonderful days

I woke up in the middle of the night last night and noticed that fatty was not on the bed. I remember we went to bed together so I thought he went out to the hall coz he couldn't sleep. I sat down for a while on the bed and looked at the gap underneath the door to check if the lights outside were switched on. No it wasn't. And then I just remembered that fatty left for Mlk just 4 hours before. Hence the lack of post for the past few wonderful days =)

I heart my fatty!

17 wonderful days

Nothing much to blog today coz fatty is coming today!!! :D

Went to shop for his stuff after work justnow. Been surveying for the past few months to see what to get him and being the damn practical him, I got him real practical stuff. Just unsure if there's still space left in his baggage to bring it over there :\

Anyway, few minutes more and I'll get to see him! Yeappiee! :D

18 wonderful days

Well, let's start of this post with a pic of us <3

Pic taken during one of our awesome getaways :)

Will blog about it if I ever rmb :P

Today is kinda great day. Though nothing really interesting happened, I kept myself occupied with work and as usual, making everyone at office laugh. Somehow my colleagues always find the things I said funny even though sometimes it is not meant to be a joke -_- Lol but saying stupid things to make them laugh and even be awarded with a "Best Actress Award" would always cheer up our working environment among us. So guess that's actually a good thing :D

The said "award" -_-

They always claim that I can really act especially whenever I was in front of boss swtt and also when dealing with clients -____-

Or any other times when I wanna korek information from anyone lol!

Anyway, today has been a productive day for me even after coming back home. Jogged a bit justnow and feeling so awesome now! Stopped jogging for quite some time due to exams but surprisingly, I can still do 30 minutes without feeling tired! Aweeeeesome! Gotta really lose those fats all over me so by hook or by crook, I NEED TO FUKING GET RID OF THOSE FATS! Can't wait can't wait to see the slim me again! ^^v

Wish me luck! I need 'em!

And I love my snowman so much!

19 wonderful days

I know I've been posting all emo posts lately. Seriously, what on earth was I thinking man..

Read back edi also wanna puke -_-

I wanna start blogging cheerful things again! Haha I know I always say this and it never happens, but at least lemme tokkok abit ken?

Anyway, it's 19 days more to the official day. Today I'm feeling rather good actually. Probably I'm too occupied with work and many other stuff to settle before this coming weekend ^^ Gotta get done with my looong to-do list eh!

Some random facts/ thoughts:

1. I've gained weight!! No I AM SERIOUS! I have flabby arms, FAT thighs, super huge tummy I SWEAR TO GOD I AM NOT LYING!

2. I have classes from 8am-6pm during weekends now.
Classes + Lack of rest + lack of exercise = Good knowledge x (Fat + Ugly skin)

3. I love to work after Mondays or sometimes Tuesdays.

4. I wanna get a puppy! Wrrooofff!

5. Colleague said that my boobs are bigger today.

That's all ciaoz!

20 wonderful days

I knew this day will come one day but I didn't know it will come this fast. Just in a blink of an eye, it's been 2 years. Exactly 20 days more I won't be able to see him during the weekends after weekends again... and there won't be anything for me to look forward to anymore during the weekends. As much as I want him to do something more useful and meaningful in life, and to put his great mind to good use, I still can't accept the fact that I won't be seeing him for God knows how long. But yet, like what I told everyone, all I need is time. I believe I will be able to get back on track and live like a normal person after a reasonable time...

Been constantly telling myself that everything will be alright, everything will be fine. I know I will somehow pass through this tough stage and years later, we will get back together with an even stronger relationship and love for each other. To pass through the beginning tough stage will not be easy for sure and all I can hope for is for me to stay strong! I am positive about this...or rather, just trying to be an optimist. Whatever it will be, I know I've been loved and being loved by someone I love and will always love, my fatty.

The future, the long long path to the future, where we can venture into...

  ...awaiting us

Eyes on me

New song on loop =D



Loving it so much!!

Thanks my love for introducing all these beautiful songs/musics!

Long gone are the days filled with joy and laughter of the Snowman

Dear snowman,

You know you belong there and you are more useful than how others see you. I just wanna let you know that no matter what anyone says to you, or try to bring you down, you should stay strong and hold on to your dreams. I know how it will be when you leave this place, how I will feel, but I know I can live on... it will suck badly but all I want is for you to chase your dreams and grab every opportunities that come your way.

Many people asked me the exact same question when I told them of your plan - "Then how about you?" they asked.

I answered the exact same thing to everybody, "I'll stay on and life goes on as usual...and for him, he'll do the things he's ever wanted to do in his life but never had the chance to"

"Do you think it will work?", some proceeded with this question.

"We'll try", I answered.

Few months back, I got into a conversation with mum on this.

Mum asked "You're not afraid that he'd change?"

"I trust him", I replied.

Mum and I never really spoken about our problems to each other ever since many years back. I still remember very clearly that we'd always lie on bed at night and talked for hours before both of us dozed off...like almost every night. I can't remember when this stopped but I kinda miss doing that sometimes. I could talk about anything in the world with her and she would also do that.

After so many years, one day, I took the courage to speak to her and tell her my thoughts once I got into a new relationship with the snowman, just like how I used to tell her stuff. She listened. And nodded. She respects my decisions, then and now.

Telling her "I trust him" in that very exact words...it puts so much weight to the sentence that every time if anything happens, I want to remind everybody including my parents and friends and snowman that I really trust him in every way possible. Be it in work stuff or relationship. I believe in him.

Snowman, if you want to know, you've changed my life entirely and I am so ever grateful. I might not be capable of doing the same but what I can do is to just love you unconditionally and by giving you all my support on everything you choose to do.

So please remember, no one understands you better than yourself. Be selfish sometimes and do what you want now, no longer what you should.

Loving you as always,
Me

Old or growing up?

Annnndddd hello bloggy! I'm a student again! =D Going back to study is actually kinda awesome! But I've only attended the first class todaylar lol so who knows by the third class I'd be lazy already -_- So for the coming at least 2.5 years, I will be a busy old woman pursuing her career and education in hope of getting better qualifications to be with her Barney! :D

To be honest, the one thing that I regret most is of course, everyone knows that, not studying hard during my uni time :( I didn't know the importance of the knowledge that we were taught and no idea on how important it was for me to score really good in exams. To think back of the silly choices I made last time, it makes me feel so stupid and hopeless for not thinking properly :( Sigh I'm old now and I can't turn back the time anymore :(

But I guess it's still not too late ;)

Knocking senses into this rock-hard head of mine ain't easy. But he managed to do it. He made me realised that education is very important and for anything in the world, I thank God that I knew him before I graduated from uni. He had definitely helped me a lot in increasing my CGPA towards the final year of my degree. Without his constant sarcastic remarks, his superb advices and him being a role model, I don't think I'd even bother to try to gain a better CGPA. I'm really glad that we met and I've improved :)

Knowing how huge of a gap in terms of knowledge, mentality, intelligence, background, and basically everything else between Sim and I, I've decided to continue with my studies and try to improve myself in every way possible (maybe besides cooking :S ). If I don't, we would grow apart further....and further. I've always ignored the saying that goes "suffer now and enjoy later", which I used to only think that it's not worth it to suffer now when you don't even know what the future will be like =S But now, I've prepared to endure any shit in the world to achieve what I want! I don't mind attending classes alone, I don't mind skipping things I love to do just to commit myself in my studies, I don't mind I can't see you for the next few years, I don't mind that I can't go back to see my parents that often, I don't mind for having to wake up early almost every single day now... everything I do is for myself and for us.

I may one day look back and regret again for the decisions I've made but I have faith that this will not be it.

Irrelevant to the post.
Just love to see him smile :)

In a relationship

Happy 2012 peeps!!

Nothing new or special to me actually coz to me, it's just another day =S
But being a human, you gotta celebrate it too because it's a.....well, a new year. A post on that later =)

So for now, it's about us back in August 2011 =_____=

But before that, I'd like to share something here. Sim sent me a youtube link the other day. It's regarding the stages in a relationship that I believe most of the couples have to go through. Here it is, post it here for future reference heee...



After watching it, I personally think that it is kinda true and it somehow shows in most of the couples I know. Well to summarise them, there are 7 stages. Stage 1-Meeting: Well, stranger meet stranger, became friends, and continue to be friends. Stage 2-Chase: They say it's the best part in a relationship. I'm not sure about guys, but I believe girls love this. You know that kinda feeling when you're so unsure about that person, you wanna find out more about that guy, you hang out together but knowing that you have crush on each other but none wanna speak out first because they just enjoy every moment of the companion and chats, when you are together everything you talk or think or do is so...erm how do I put this, it's like I-don't-care-about-the-random-people-around-us-or-anything-in-the-world,-I-just-want-to-spend-the-day-with-you that kinda thing and it's like everyday there's something to look forward to. Of course that's awesome but people, these kinda things won't last forever for most of the couples. Stage 3-Honeymoon: Yeah honeymoon! You're now officially a couple and you get to do what other couples normally do. Just spending time together, getting to know each other's family and friends, love each other more each day - basically, you're on cloud nine everyday. Then come Stage 4-Comfortable: Most couples I know are on this stage ehh. This is when, according to the narrator, "you can truly be yourself" stage. You know, you just couldn't be bothered on the way you eat, sleep, sit, talk, laugh, or whatever you do because both of you are already so used to it. There's nothing to be embarrassed about anymore. So this is actually one of the crucial stage where you and your partner gotta maintain the relationship and not "take each for granted" says the video and you'll end up happily, else, you'll be on a bumpy ride heading to the next stage, Stage 5-Tolerance: This is when your feelings for him/her are not as much as before (to put it in a nicer way) and when couples argue most of the days over the smallest thing, everyone gets upset over each other, both couldn't compromise, etc. It's bad yeah. Stage 6-Downhill = On the way to breaking up. Endless arguments until one stops trying. Stage 7-Breaking up: The end.

I don't think there's any couple in the world that has the perfect fantasy-like kind of relationship and hence here I am admitting that although Sim & I do have our unhappy moments, but so far, we never had any serious arguments before and I am truly glad for that! He is one of the most understanding person I can ever think of! =) Thank you dear :) So yeah, that's that. Happy trying to every couple!

Annnddd....back to August 2011. One week after my birthday surprises and all...back to a normal day, just like any other day. Only difference is, my days are always a happier one when Sim is around because we both love to eat and he's always bringing me to awesome places to eat awesome food with awesome-must-have alcoholic drinks! Lol.

Actually there's nothing really I wanna blog, just pictures of our dinner =_=

Our favourite shrimps!
I think besides their shrimps, there's no other food on the menu that is great =S

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My memory fails me. I cant remember how it tasted :/

Trying to relate this post to the youtube video above, I think Sim & I are on Stage 4 - Comfortable. Actually don't need to think, it memang is -_- To prove that we're not a boring couple where they normally eat and go home and do own stuff after that (if you do this every time for the next 2 years, then congrats! You're on your way to Stage 5 -.-), we went for a short walk! Lol so not "boring" -_- But heyy, at least we held each other's hand and talked our hearts out and just talked stupid things! These are the things that would keep a relationship going. Oh ya so we talked and walked and he got thirsty so we ended up at Sunway Resort Hotel's bar...lol.

Veryy beautiful place.

The only thing we can afford here...a glass of long island ice tea lol.
Comes with complimentary snacks lol2.

Look at the comfy seats. I think we can chill here the wholeeee day!


Us at our own moments, no disturbance.

Being in a relationship isn't a bad thing at all like how some forever alone people would make it sound like it's a terrible thing. I don't blame them, maybe they just haven't found the right one. I honestly love a companion, I love how I'm being loved and cared for, I love the fact that I have someone to talk to, I love everything about being in a relationship... And thing I love most about this relationship of mine, he respects me and gives me the freedom and privacy of my own. He trusts me and believes in me. And most importantly, he truly loves me. Me towards him? More than anything :)