Tuesday, November 23, 2010

So addictive!!

Their live performance...Mann.. I'm listening to this everyday!
They're sooo good with live performance!! (L)

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Current addiction

My Super Juniooorrr's song! One thing I don't really like though, their hairdo!! Why must they always go for such a hideous hairdo =_=" Except for a few that rarely change their hairdo, the rest are just...zzzzz! Loves Teukie, Kyuhyun, Donghae and Sungminnie!



Seeing this, it brings me back to 20 March 2010 =)
I Super Love that moment!


Ahh and SNSD! Taeyeon is soo sooo pretty! (L)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Should I cancel my "sex to-night"?

Haha if you wonder what my post title is about, wait for my next post! IF I ever remember to blog about it :P

Since I'm at mum's place almost everyday and whole day these days, I don't have access to my diary, I mean the real one, so here I am again! Writing on my blog to document my emo moments..

Gotta try to sleep early everyday now. I think I have another 2 weeks to unzombify myself! Can I even do it? So damn worried... =\

Anyway, today....is....a....saddd......day =(
Molly is no longer around =(( Even though I daren't touch/pet her, but seeing them always cheer me up. The 2 younger ones will always run and jump and bark and show you the manja face while Molly would always just sit and rest at a corner, very obediently, along with Nina. Never thought Molly would be the one leaving first =( Sad. R.I.P.

And today, I finally managed to get back the ownership of my number! If you're reading this, I know how heart broken you are right now for losing the last 'connection' between us, but you should know that if it's not yours, then it's just not. I really hate to see how people destroy their lives and endangering the lives of others, and also destroying how a healthy society should be, just because of a failed incident or dream or whatever at some point of their lives. Putting this up here might get a few to ttm and emo about anything, but if I don't I would be the one emoing all night. I've had enough of everything that has been happening for the past so many months and I'm waiting for the day that everyone can just live happily with their own lives. But if human wouldn't want to wake up from their sleep and keep on dreaming, that just shows that they wouldn't want to face the reality and live in denial for as long as they're asleep. It's time to wake up and take some time to think what's wrong and what's right. It's your life and your responsibility to make this world a better place, not choose to ignore it and worse, to destroy it!

Another shit... Why would people wanna lie? I guess everyone knows this. A few reasons. The main one, self preservation. But, if you were to lie, please do it in the right away. Don't say things that you don't mean it. Anything. Even simple things like "We should catch up someday", and the someday will be 10 years later.
"Will call you back later", "I hate her!", "I really wanna see you tonite"... if you don't mean it, you'll add a 'but' at the end of every sentence above. Or rather, you'd just say it for the sake of saying it but your actions show otherwise.
If you don't mean it, please don't ever say it! Simple as that! I know I do it too sometimes, everybody does. But at least I realised it and trying not to =\



Anyway, picture of me to cheer the mosquitoes up!

It's a picture of me taken by Dookie Cookie. Thankiu Dookie.

I rarely (like fuking rare) look nice in picture taken from side angles. Left or right, I'll still look ugly. Probably because of my witch chin and elf ears. I dunno bout you but I fuking like this pic!

Lol! Still not cheered up yet? Then go and sleep.

Nites!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

PMS?

Feeling scared and freaked out now, I honestly dunno why! I feel so disturbed now. Having mixed feelings and feeling emo! Damn! If only I could open up my scalp and look into my tiny brain to see why! Posted here so that if anything happens to me, people will know how I feel before that anything happen to me wtf!

=S

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Die-Ree!

Got myself a diary :)
Guess won't be crapping here that often anymore.
=D
Ciao people.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Kumar

Uncle's poem for Puff the Kutta!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!


Cinta romantik panas macam ketuhar,
Rasa hati berdegup, syiok seketika,
Tapi tiba-tiba macam "ballz" diseterika...
Diejek puas oleh kolik-kolik semua,
Lagipun hari tak hujan jua,
Sigh, kesianlah lagi Si Kumar,
Lagi kena tunggu Puff the Kutta,
Tengoklah nanti besok, Insya Allah..


-Uncle, 2010-

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Yesterday...

...was 01-11-10

What a nice date huh!!
But fuck it's not a good day for me! If I have many readers for my blog, I'm very sure everyone will be leaving my blog by now for whining too much =\
Watodo, it's my blog wat! :P

Sigh, sometimes I wonder to myself if there's even a purpose of me living here on this earth. Everyone works so hard for a living or to enjoy, but they'll still die one day. Is it worth to work that hard? You can't bring all your fortune or the many holiday trips you've been to or even people you love along to your grave when you die. But yeah, like they say, just enjoy the present, which I did actually =)

Its sucky to hurt and be hurt. I think I'm completely useless in the sense that I have no plans and at lost most of the times. When only will I come to my senses? *knocks hard on head* It's empty ehh...

Ahh random. I'm loving my hair so much now coz it looks so good in the dark, only source of light is from my laptop, so when it shines on my hair, it looks awesome! =D

Taken from webcam =\
Scary siaa... =_=
The picture doesn't do my hair justice :(