Thursday, March 17, 2011

Unpredictable?

Yeah life has always been unpredictable. Not knowing what would happen next, the next day, the next hour, bla bla... But sometimes in life too, things can be so predictable... Everything seems so predictable now that there's no more fun anymore. Well, what can I say....that's life. For a moment you're oh-so-awesome, and the next moment, you're just an average Joe. My point is, I just miss those times when I would smile or even crack up when I see em each time.. It was like a 'everyday-is-an-awesome-day-when-I-see-em' thing. Now it's like...yeahh, predictable. The same thing everyday that I daren't even think if it's just me or em. I don't force anyone to follow my way of living a happy life or to please me, as I myself am not sure if I'm on the correct path anymore, but I believe in just one thing....be fuking positive everyday! Hence, I'm always happppieee and feeling excited about every single thing (okay maybe not every single thing, but almost everything) that happens everyday and of course, those that worth the excitement. Trust me, it's a good practice. But then again, seeing em and smile, that's the thing I would want it back...

Am I actually prepared?



*Random post

By random, I really mean it. Each sentence can be completely unrelated to the sentence before that... random.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

I saw ghost last night

It's so fuking depressing that every fuking Sunday is a fuking depressed day its so fuking depressed u cant imagine how depressed of a depression a person could be... *Depression mode*

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Nobody

Nowhere near them and definitely can't be one of them...
No matter how much I tried, I know I can never be the one.
I'm a nobody... nobody to anyone.
Call me emobitch all you want but at least I know I don't have problem to be happy except for every Monday coz it sucks bad!

Looking down the road... seriously no fuking idea where it'd lead me to. What will I be in a year or two or 10 years later? I don't ask for fancy lifestyle or luxurious houses...all I want is just a simple and nothing but a fuking simple lifestyle with people I love around me. How hard can that be you ask? It's fuking hard especially when you're being me now.

Just want that simple something...

Sunday, February 20, 2011

20022021

I'm sorry... the day will have to come one day, someday.
=')
I know I should be posting something up here for a very long time but I have not done so because, well, I think there's no need for that.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Here's a message for you:




It's been a year and I think it gets better for both of us... My life has been great. I'm very happy with my life now, having able to experience many things which I wasn't able to last time....hopefully yours will be the same too. What's past is past, please just move on and explore the future.